Emotions: The other way to loose

I never get angry, I never get tens, I never get happy, I never get sad.
Are you wondering are those words of a human? No thats not possible.
I cant run away ever from my god-damn mind.
When final decision to take any time mind fails to make it right, if I gets sentimental.
What are those sentiments? its emotions- weakness of human.
I never understood why cant one set his mind to one direction and work in the same unless he ends with it. He got to make himself stiff for that. Some kind of resistance he need to have.
Resistance for what? Same - emotions.
Let me get out of this maze, something greate happening to me that I can see.
Words are weak without emotions but the hold is strong now.